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May 2001
I'm not sure I can do this anymore. At this point, I need help as much as anyone else. I still belive in love, just not for me. Maybe it's not for everyone. Maybe some of us are just born without mates. I feel like a left sock, alone in the world. So, umm...that's it then I guess.
July 2001 Love has gotten so painful. The wound isn't clean. I've always believed that love would come through, but it's getting so complicated. I feel more and more estranged from people these days. More and more I wonder if love is really for me. No, I can't give up on love. That can never be the way it ends. No matter how the world corrups and polluts love, there will alway be a purity, if we can find it. If we are willing to search and to feel the pain, to suffer to appreciate happiness, to find the light and feel the darkness. I will always believe in love. I know that the pain is only temporary.
Think that was cheesy? Did it just not make you feel better? Well, I'm always around if you want to talk. Just E-mail me
Febuary 2001 Wow..it's the first Valentine's Day of the new millenium. Doesn't that just suck? *L* Only kidding....this is the 'let's not be bitter' place. For the first time, though the day pains me, I don't have comforting words to share with you all. I've always believed that love would come through, but it's getting so complicated. I feel more and more estranged from people these days. More and more I wonder if love is really for me. No! This is not how it all pans out. Love is for us if we want it to be. You have to be willing to search and to feel the pain, you have to suffer to appreciate happiness and you can't find the light until you've seen the darkness. You've just got to believe.
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